The Battle Against Blog Views

 This summer will mark a year of blogging for me. May was the month that I first started writing blogpost like articles and started thinking about starting a blog. I’ve gone from having no clue what server to even use to giving opinions to my family members on the pros and cons of Blogger vs WordPress, blogging on both, and starting a blog for my own mother. I even learned how to make a picture link button widget thing! (Though don’t ask me to repeat that…) 

 Blogging, meanwhile, can be both good or bad for our pride (or good or bad for our humility). When you get a comment that says you did an excellent job or that there should be more people like you in the world, your ego rises a few hundred points. When someone shows you catosrophic errors in your reasoning, philosophy, or general writing, (or even no comments at all) it’s easy to get discouraged. It’s the same way with blog stats… oh those condemning or glorifying numbers! 

 Since I’ve started blogging, stats have been one of those things that it’s hard to get past. All along I’ve known in my head that I’m writing for an audience of one, that the number of people it reaches doesn’t mean the amount of impact, and that getting views is no reason to have a blog, but those opposing thoughts keep returning. I keep finding my mind wandering to how I can get more stats and trying to comment on blogs or find ways to get links to my site from other sites just for purposes of views. When I hear of those that have many more hits than I do, I must admit to a pang of jealousy that occurs in my heart. 

 So what is the point of telling you all this? Why should I admit to this struggle with my pride and coveting? Part of it is showing the fact that I am so very human! I know that a close friend of mine who I met through my blog reflected that it wasn’t until we met in person that he realized I was human. I like to show people my good sides, especially on my blog, and I don’t like to express my struggles in life. In reality, pride is my biggest battle everyday. I think that my lack of views may be only helping that battle. 

 When I have a day that the views are high, my pride is soaring as free as an eagle! On the other hand… when I have a day that my views are pathetically low, it’s a reminder that I need to focus on Jesus instead of the people that I’m writing to. It’s easy to think of ways that you can get more blog posts with interesting titles or topics, but that’s not what God has called me to do in my writing. God has called me to write from my heart, sharing my meditations, thoughts, and life in a way that will glorify Him and encourage and inform others. The issue is not popularity, the issue is faithfulness.

  So all you bloggers out there on blogosphere, can you relate? Has blogging become about stats and views rather than the message that you are trying to convey? Has the focused changed from being about glorifying our heavenly Father to getting a good rating from others? Is blogging a way to puff up your pride? I know that my answers to those questions are not what they should be so it’s time to search my heart and let God once again remove my pride and people pleasing.


Filed under blog, Christianity, Everyday Life, Faith

2 responses to “The Battle Against Blog Views

  1. I can definitely relate; although with pathetic traffic levels, my “good day” is probably below abysmal for you!

    When I started, I declared that I was not writing as the “apostle to the internet” or even particularly to communicate anything worthwhile at all. I would probably do better at that goal by being a librarian of sorts, pointing out good books on various topics.

    Instead, I envisioned it as sort of journaling, writing so as to keep myself thinking, rather than my normal free-associating stream-of-consciousness life. I have found real thinking is almost impossible without writing. The only positive blogging added is that my scratching were now loose in the world, under my name. I was thus accountable for any drivel. I hope someone reads it now and again and profits thereby, or engages in some discussion that helps me think more clearly, but the point was simply to do it, for my own improvement.
    So, no pressure, no competitive worries, etc.

    About a month into that, I notices that I was reading my stats almost every day! Pretty important for a number of no importance!
    I have to remind myself often of my purpose.

  2. Joshua

    I can certainly relate to this. I sometimes obsess over blog stats, even though my pointless blog only averages to about two views a day. But there’s my problem – my blog is pointless. If we do not act for the sole intent of glorifying God, then we act not only in vain, but in sin. Pride is one of the most common sins among man. Not only that, but it’s also the most dangerous of sins, because pride, more so than anything else, can prevent us from asking for God’s help. Praise God that he doesn’t only give his grace to those who ask (for otherwise none could be saved) but that he gives in abundance to whomever he pleases.

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